History Part 3

"Part 3"

Now I am living with my mother; I needed help with my son. I had always remembered the times when I felt the Lord move, touch, or speak in some way in my life. Now, what do I do? Where should I go? What direction do I pick? I just assumed that the military, then college, and on to marriage was a good plan. The marriage was not blessed, by no means, and I never asked the Lord about it.

I always knew the Lord had something for me. I felt He would explain it when He decided to. Now I needed to know, if you are going to use me, give me a direction. I have always said, even from youth, "Lord, I will never leave You."

It’s the end of September 1998. There was a small, long dirt road, deep in the woods, with nothing around. I had gone many times here to just sit in peace. This time I came for answers. I think about all I had learned or thought I ever knew as I explained them to the Lord.

I prayed in this place day after day, pouring out my heart, "Lord, what will you do with me?" over and over. I would come back each day determined to find an answer. This went on for approximately 7 days. I cannot be sure; I had a high emotional level.

I am hit with a meteor, slamming into my head, or so it felt.

I see images one right after another while I am awake, with my eyes open. These images were flashing in my mind. So many, I could not count them, and all in about half of one second. All I could remember were the first image, vaguely one in the middle, and the last. The first image I saw was an important email I sent. Later in February 2007, I write this email, not realizing at first that it was the first image.

The last image is me standing at the head end of a boardroomtable, my hands on the table. Sitting at the table, to my front right, was a man, about 100 kilograms and 1.5 meters tall, a bald white man, age 50+. To my front left is a female slumping (sitting badly) in the chair; all I can see is her shadow (silhouette).

Behind me is the glass of a tall building (80 floors). Through the windows I see another tall building the same height to my back's left side. I see no other tall buildings through the windows, only one about 400 meters to my back right, 6 floors high. Lots of little buildings all the way to a large body of water about 3 kilometers away.

I have never seen this city, and I have seen many cities.

My now divorced wife never needed to work. She became bored at home. She once tried sewing quilts. She takes up astrology, something that I thought was maybe evil. I had to determine for myself if it was. What was it, and what was it used for? I look in detail at it; watch out for a devil.

What it is is an explanation of a person’s soul, not spirit. Mankind is body, soul, and spirit. The body is flesh (earthbound), the soul is mental, and the spirit is eternal. Spirit is so much to explain. I call the soul "a mental milkshake."

She did the calculations for me. Where I was born, the exact spot, and when the exact time. Greek and Chinese astrology both separate a person into two divisions.

In Greek astrology, I am a Libra sun and Libra moon. 12 sun signs, 12 moon signs. The sign of Libra is the scales. This combo is considered blessed, with many traits. Not something I dwell on, so I cannot name the

In Chinese astrology, I am a Fire Horse. 12 different animals and 5 elements. In ancient times, a son born as a fire horse was a blessing, but a daughter born as a fire horse was a curse and would be killed at birth. The fire horse is considered a leader more than any other.

I read the Greek and Chinese traits, and they analyzed me, each flavor of my mental milkshake. They fit me closely. The different signs of other people I knew fit them closely as well. I give credit where credit is due.

Fire Horse, Libra (the scales), Black Arabian at age 12, vision of me in a boardroom, the number 3 surrounding my life in so many ways—it's uncanny.

Something struck me—I can't explain what, but it was powerful—when I read this scripture for the first time.

Revelation 6:5-6

When the Lamb opened the third seal, I heard the third living creature say, “Come!” I looked, and there before me was a black horse! Its rider was holding a pair of scales in his hand. Then I heard what sounded like a voice among the four living creatures, saying, “Two pounds of wheat for a day’s wages, and six pounds of barley for a day’s wages, and do not damage the oil and the wine!”

"Part 3"

Now I am living with my mother, I needed help with my son. I had always remembered the times when I felt The Lord move, touch, speak in someway in my life. Now, what do I do, where should I go, what direction do I pick. I just assumed that the military then college and on to marriage was a good plan. The marriage was not blessed, by no means and I never asked The Lord about it.

I always knew The Lord had something for me. I felt He would explain it when he decided too. Now I needed to know, if you are going to use me, give me a direction. I have always said even from youth "Lord I will never leave You".

There was a small long dirt road, deep in the woods, nothing around. I had gone many times here to just sit in peace. This time I came for answers. I think about all I had learned or thought I ever knew, as I explained them to The Lord.

I prayed in this place day after day, pouring out my heart, "Lord What Will You Do With Me" over and over. I would come back each day determined to find an answer. This went on for approximately 7 days. I can not be sure, I had a high emotional level.

I am hit with a meteor, slamming into my head, or so it felt.

I seen images one right after another, while I was Awake, My Eyes Open. These images were flashing in my mind. So Many, I could not count them and all in about half of one second. All I could remember was the first image, vaguely one in the middle and the last. The First image I seen was an important E-Mail I sent.

The last image is me standing at the head end of a board room table, my hands on table. Sitting at the table, to my front right, was a man, about 100 kilograms and 1.5 meters tall, a bald white man, age 50+. To my front left, is a female slumping (sitting badly) in the chair, all I can see is her shadow (silhouette).

Behind me is the glass of a tall building (80 floors). Through the windows I see another tall building the same height to my backs left side. I see no other tall buildings through the windows, only one about 400 meters to my back right, 6 floors high. Lots of little buildings all the way to a large body of water about 1 kilometer away.

I have never been to this city and I have seen many cities.

My now divorced wife, never needed to work. She became bored at home. She once tried sewing, quilts. She takes up astrology, something that I thought was maybe evil. I had to determined for myself if it was. What it was and what was it used for? I look in detail at it, searching for a devil.

What it is, is an explanation of a persons’ soul, not spirit. Mankind is Body, Soul, and Spirit. Body is flesh (earthbound), Soul is mental, Spirit is eternal, spirit is so much to explain. I call the soul "A Mental Milkshake".

She did the calculations of me. Where I was born, the exact spot, and when the exact time. Greek and Chinese astrology both separate a person into two divisions.

In Greek astrology, I am a Libra sun and Libra moon. 12 sun signs, 12 moon signs. The sign of Libra, is the scales. This combo is considered blessed, with many traits. Not something I dwell on, so I can not name them.

In Chinese astrology, I am a Fire Horse. 12 different animals, and 5 elements. In ancient times, a son born as a fire horse was a blessing, a daughter born as a fire horse was a curse, and would be killed at birth. The fire horse is considered a leader more than any other.

I read the Greek and Chinese traits and they analyzed me, each favor of My Mental Milkshake. They fit me closely. The different signs of other people I knew fit them closely as well. I give credit where credit is do.

Fire Horse, Libra (the scales), Black Arabian at age 12, Vision of me in a board room, the number 3 surrounding my life in so many ways, its uncanny.

Something struck me, I can't explain what, but it was powerful, when I read this scripture, for the first time.

Revelation 6:5-6

When the Lamb opened the third seal, I heard the third living creature say, “Come!” I looked, and there before me was a black horse! Its rider was holding a pair of scales in his hand. Then I heard what sounded like a voice among the four living creatures, saying, “Two pounds of wheat for a day’s wages, and six pounds of barley for a day’s wages, and do not damage the oil and the wine!”